Am I a Reasonable Person?

I often wonder if other people find me to be reasonable. I don't really know if they do but I have asked Rok and he says he thinks I am a reasonable person. But of course he would tell me I am. Today in particular though I am wondering if my group of reliable RPG friends think I am reasonable and to a larger extent myself. Last night I resigned as GM in a very tactless way. I grew very frustrated with the players and I tried telling them that this was giving me anxiety but nothing really changed after that. So I grew more frustrated and at a point I just got up and left. I know I could have or at least should have tried to diffuse it more before I got that upset but I already can't handle people well. I thought these people were different, but I guess I just really am not a people person. But after I left I had to go back to get my stuff to leave and I really thought I had calmed down enough. On the way up I practiced how I was going to resign in a way that would make up for me getting frustrated, but instead I just yelled at my friends. So I ask myself from time to time am I a reasonable person and I still don't have the answer to that question.

Today I weighed: 218.5

Yesterday I ate:
> Cinnamon toast eggo waffles
> A green apple
> Some slightly burnt chick'n fingers
> A VIB breakfast at Village Inn
> Fresh Fruit
> Most of a strawberry crepe
> Hash browns
> A 2 egg cheese omelet
> A yogurt cup

Yesterday I drank: ~90ish oz of water

This morning I texted the group and told them I was sorry for how I acted and tried to explain my point of view a little and answer some of their comments I was not able to last night, I am not proud of how I acted but I can't change the past so why dwell on it, at least that is what I will keep telling myself and maybe I will eventually believe it. So in my place:

Stay cool.